So I just finished The Perks of Being A Wallflower last night. I try to read as fast as I can as to reach my goal. Gol ape? To read 30 books in 2015. To be honest aku rasa I have read more than that, cuma sometimes aku terlupa nak update kat https://www.goodreads.com/ .
So gambaq atas ni adalah list of books yang aku baca sepanjang 2015 ni. I still have another 4 books to read ntk pastikan I achieve my goals. Aku kira dah banyak dah , rupanya secoet jaa ! Cis. Kecewa dengan diri sendiri. Among all these books, I gave 5 stars to https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/24714505-the-wild-truth The Wild Truth. Ini sambungan kepada Into The Wild. Cerita pasal this guy Alex McCandless yang went to Alaska hitchhiking alone and found dead few months after that. So The Wild Truth is the book where kakak kpd Alex ni cerita kan semula apa yg sebenarnya terjadi. Carine cerita habis-habis pasal her family and what really happened to her brother. And thats make me feel very angry towards their father. Rasa macam nak tumbuk ayah dia, very abusive and evil. When I read Into The Wild aku rasa macam "omg kesian gila dekat Alex" that I almost cry. Bila baca The Wild Truth, aku teriak teruih ! Teriak sebab it is based on true event. Aku ni bukan boleh baca anything yg based on true events coz I will imagine that thing.
This year I did noticed that I read a lot of adventurous stuff and about travelling etc.. Maybe to motivate myself to see the world too. I hope my enthusiasm level when I read the book wont drop down and continue to encouraged myself to do more in my life.
Hurmmmm, how do I start this eh? Well yesterday I went to MPH Nu Sentral. Alone. Sebab Mira malas keluar coz of new LRT fare yang kinda bullshit tu. Alahai, if JB & Ipoh aku boleh pi sengsorang, setakat Nu Sentral ape de hal kannnn. Aku pi tuu bersebab lah. ikutkan hati memang aku takmau pi mana2 rasa nk laying on bed all day long sebab hujan tak berenti. But sebab MatLutfi guysssssss! Its MatLutfi. Gila punya ramai orang dekat MPH. I mean, ramainya girlssssssss! I managed ntk menyelit celah2 orang ramai tu to get the best spot so that I can stare at him (amboi, teruk sungguh). About 10 minutes later, MatLutfi keluaq (tediiiiiaaaaa ceq cakap kedah oi). With long jacket and hoodie and few usherettes, Mat pi tandaih. Pastu dia mai balik and MC pon announced Matlufti to get on the stage. Everyone is cheering OMG budak2 sekolah sungguh hangpa ni. But then mesti org len pon ingat aku student kolej sebab badan tak jauh beza macam budak2 jugak ahahaha. I taktau nk describe gena sebab since Sem 1 UITM dok tgk video dia pastu ni first time seeing him in real (not really face-to-face lah sbb jauh, ramai ceq oi!). Time dia keluaq tu muka aku automatik senyum , aku tak tipu.
Ekceli if entry ni ditulis pada hari kejadian (semalam 13/12/15) mungkin entry ini looks more exciting and more happening. But today my enthusiasm level dah menurun abit lah sebab Mat announced dia getting married by next year InsyaALLAH. Mat ckp "tudiaaa tgk semua muka-muka hampa (kecewa) semua ni". Trust me, majority girls yang datang mmg broken heart. Habiskan study dulu adik-adik ! Ahahahaha.
Okay aku ekceli malas nk cerita panjang-panjang. Aku bg gambaq dgn caption berjela cukup lah naaah. Have a look !
Sempoi, slumber and loqlaq. Just like in the videos. But very honest too !
Takat ni jaa my cikai handphone boleh zoom. Bloody hell punya Alcatel !
Actually I took lots of photos waktu Mat on the stage tapi aku boh 3 ja lah naaa
Nonenonenoneeee, sesi soal jawab with fans and few talks and everything pastu tibalah masa yg dinanti-nanti : nak autograph kat buku Momen2 MatLutfi. This is his second book after Catatan Mat Lutfi. I prefer the first book, more sense of humor and less stress. Buku Mat yang kedua ni lebih serius dan panjang sangat aih aku tak habis hadam lagi.
Aku punyalah nervous nak mampoih time beratoq nak mintak sain dia hangpa tau dakkk. Nervous macam nak kena baca ikrar kat perhimpunan. Gila ! Nervous macam apa lagi adohai. Pastu aku hulur buku aku dan bg salam, amboi sangat. Aku cakap ''hi, I'm from Langkawi". Pastu Mat cakap "awat tak cakap Kedah?' Aku sengih jaa laa sebab aku nervous woi nak reply pon aku rasa macam nak tumbuk dada sendiri sebab jantung berdegup kencang. Now aku thankful gila to my cikai Alcatel phone sbb gambaq mmg tak berkualiti. Ni kalau clear ni nanti nampak aku blushing pulokkk. kahkahkah !
If time nak mintak autograph tu aku nervous macam baru lepas marathon, ni time bergambaq aku macam parkinson (serius aku tak tipu). Aku rasa orang2 kat bawah stage buleh nampak kot tangan aku shaking gila waktu pose cenggini. Ya Tuhan, sungguh ketaq tangan aku macam baru lepas committed a crime. Dasyat, sungguh dasyat !
Haa laa gambaq gegaq pon nak boh laa biaq pi ni blog kami. Bukan blog hangpaaa. Ni kalau Mat tgk pon dia akan kata "takpa aih, ni baru art!" kehkehkeh !
This is the photo which I took after aku turun from that stage. Tangan masih ketaq tak upaya.
After took few (lots) more photos aku pon beredar balik lah. Sampai rumah, aku jerit kat roomate aku "Neyli, kte dapat sign Matlutfi" sambil dancing around. Ok tipu je tak dance pon tapi happy gila.
To Matlutfi: teruskan buat videos yang bermanfaat & lawak loqlaq hang tu. Kirim salam kat AG nahh !
This is the first Mat's video yang aku tengok. After that tak pernah bosan to watch his videos.
So this is Ainur Safia & me. We've been friends since Standard One in Sek Keb Undang Jelebu (1997-2002). Memang sekelas since Darjah 1 tapi tak rapat sangat coz aku dak Penjara so aku kawan dgn budak2 Penjara je ahahaha. Then after UPSR kan boleh datang sekolah main congkak bagai, so we've played dam haji. Sparing partner lah kiranya. We took it seriously sampai bila kalah aku rasa pissed off nya ahahaha. But then itu yg buat kami rapat. Then bila result kuar she got 5A's and I got 4A's 1B (obviously my Math is B). She went to MRSM kat mana I dun remember. I was still in Jelebu. But since then kami keep in touch mmg via birthday cards only. She sends me birthday present sometimes. Last time kan got no Whatsapp, handphone mmg takde ah. Email? Form 1 aku tak reti lg menatang tu semua. I cant remember ada kaa dak aku send kad raya for her but birthday cards mmg hantar (almost) without failed. Pastu from Jelebu I moved to Penjara Tapah then now kat Penjara Langkawi. Just recently she came back from Barcelona, Spain (she studied there for 4 years). Aku pulak kat UiTM. Thanks to FB/Twitter/Goodreads/and this blog of course! Text each other just to talk about books (and girls stuffs like celebrity crush etc LOL). Last month (Nov) Alhamdulillah we managed to meet up (face-to-face) *kissing cheek and hugs!. Its a not-so-last minute plan actually. One of our classmates kat SKUJ dulu got married in Jelebu. I guess its time for me to go back to Jelebu though. Imagine, since I left Jelebu in 2004 aku tak pernah dah jejak sana. WHOOOOAAA! its super long okay. Now she's working in KL and stay nearby my place plus we have our favorite bookstore just a steps away so that's it. Gonna be lots of bff-date at the bookstore and book cafe ;)
So yang di atas tu semua my classmate kat SK Undang Jelebu dulu. This is my first time meet with them after 11 years ! Sebab depa mmg from Jelebu and they're family mmg in Jelebu. Its just me yang pindah. So good to see them ;) Most of us in Puchong, PJ, Kepong, Banting etc..Its time for another girls gathering, guys !
I was wondering if I ever have more time to read,
If I have more money for books and traveling,
If I have more courage to try new things,
If I have the guts to make sure all my bucket list are checked
But then I realized,
Me myself have to make time for reading purposes
Me myself have to earn for traveling and my own library,
Me myself have to force this body and clear my mind,
Me myself have to challenge the biggest enemy, which is ME.
There is no specific time for something. You will never get ready for a new thing. Just do it. And live your live to the fullest
I went for lunch with my colleagues just now. Pilih sambal udang & petai, kerabu mangga and masak lemak labu (tolonglah mengaku korang terliur jugak dgn lauk2 ni). Then I walked straight to the counter. After paying the bills, cuba teka aku nampak siapa.
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Its Andy from Estranged ! OMG guys, he's like my celebrity crush since I was in school kot. *insert cupid arrow here*
Coz when talking about music, I was into the drummer idk hehehe. Drummer is so sexy and cool okay. That's why I have crush towards Andy (Estranged drummer) & Adil Rahman (7Collar Tshirt drummer).
Okay back to the topic. After I pay for my food, ape lagi I keep staring at him lah ahahahaha. Call me gedik idc ! Senyum sampai ke telinga amboi snagat. Idk lah whether he notice or not, I just dun care.
Then I was looking for place to sit. Suddenly saw him walking towards my place.
*baling bunga ke udara*
Of course lah he is not trying to come to me. But luckily my seat is just a few steps from him. Lalalalala. Estranged buat came back recently tapi itulah they did mention that Andy was no longer with them. I wasnt really sad coz I like that tall drummer only, not the band.
Watching him walked away alahai feels like okay goodbye darl. I bet he must be working dekat building sebelah (Celcom Tower Jln Semarak). Maybe, I guess. Then I saw him lepaking at Gloria Jeans kat lobby office den. Ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi. muahahaha.
I can be this excited when bumped into my fav rock band members etcc. Last time when I went to Ipoh I saw Adil Rahman (drummer 7 Collar Tshirt). No wonder lah macam familiar its him! ahahaha. Okay maybe I should stop this. Since Adil pon already married and have a baby.
Lets stalk other drummer ! ohyeahhhh.
This entry is stupid, I know I know. Buts hey I can write anything I want kan?
New LRT fare from Tmn Paramount-Dato' Keramat is RM4.10 !!!!!!
Last time it was only RM2.40, man !!!!!!!
After a week dekat Johor for outstaion , came bak to KL and this bad news really pissed me off !
Feels like maki but then I realized there's no point cursing to those who are stupid coz they're just don't care. Banyak sungguh tambang naik, mendadak sangat pulak tu. Adohai. Like I said, I want to curse them with the most bad stuff that I can say tapi no point kan. May ALLAH ease everything for me.
*I wanna dedicate F**k The System - System Of A Down to them.
