woooohooooo !

I was wondering if I ever have more time to read,
If I have more money for books and traveling,
If I have more courage to try new things,
If I have the guts to make sure all my bucket list are checked

But then I realized,
Me myself have to make time for reading purposes
Me myself have to earn for traveling and my own library,
Me myself have to force this body and clear my mind,
Me myself have to challenge the biggest enemy, which is ME.

There is no specific time for something. You will never get ready for a new thing. Just do it. And live your live to the fullest

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtF6Jej8yb4

Drummer

I went for lunch with my colleagues just now. Pilih sambal udang & petai, kerabu mangga and masak lemak labu (tolonglah mengaku korang terliur jugak dgn lauk2 ni). Then I walked straight to the counter. After paying the bills, cuba teka aku nampak siapa.
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Its Andy from Estranged ! OMG guys, he's like my celebrity crush since I was in school kot. *insert cupid arrow here*
Coz when talking about music, I was into the drummer idk hehehe. Drummer is so sexy and cool okay.  That's why I have crush towards Andy (Estranged drummer) & Adil Rahman (7Collar Tshirt drummer).

Okay back to the topic. After I pay for my food, ape lagi I keep staring at him lah ahahahaha. Call me gedik idc ! Senyum sampai ke telinga amboi snagat. Idk lah whether he notice or not, I just dun care.

Then I was looking for place to sit. Suddenly saw him walking towards my place.
*baling bunga ke udara*
Of course lah he is not trying to come to me. But luckily my seat is just a few steps from him. Lalalalala. Estranged buat came back recently tapi itulah they did mention that Andy was no longer with them. I wasnt really sad coz I like that tall drummer only, not the band.

Watching him walked away alahai feels like okay goodbye darl. I bet he must be working dekat building sebelah (Celcom Tower Jln Semarak). Maybe, I guess. Then I saw him lepaking at Gloria Jeans kat lobby office den. Ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi. muahahaha.

I can be this excited when bumped into my fav rock band members etcc. Last time when I went to Ipoh I saw Adil Rahman (drummer 7 Collar Tshirt). No wonder lah macam familiar its him! ahahaha. Okay maybe I should stop this. Since Adil pon already married and have a baby.

Lets stalk other drummer ! ohyeahhhh.


This entry is stupid, I know I know. Buts hey I can write anything I want kan?

Be safe ! Take care ;)

Lintah darat terhormat.

Mereka 'ahlong' kelas terhormat.

Mereka kata nak tolong kita berjimat

Tapi mereka macam lintah darat

Mereka punca rakyat melarat. 

New LRT fare from Tmn Paramount-Dato' Keramat is RM4.10 !!!!!!
Last time it was only RM2.40, man !!!!!!!

After a week dekat Johor for outstaion , came bak to KL and this bad news really pissed me off !
Feels like maki but then I realized there's no point cursing to those who are stupid coz they're just don't care. Banyak sungguh tambang naik, mendadak sangat pulak tu. Adohai. Like I said, I want to curse them with the most bad stuff that I can say tapi no point kan. May ALLAH ease everything for me.

*I wanna dedicate F**k The System - System Of A Down to them.

You know who.

No strings attached

"weh kau buat apa tu? Sorrylah kalau aku kacau kau baca buku. Actually ada something aku nak bagitau kau. Hope you dont mind. Jangan tumbuk aku pulak bila kita jumpa esok. Eemmmm aku sebenarnya suka dekat kau weh. Aku selesa dengan kau. They way you being yourself and your honesty. Kau tak pernah nak acah-acah feminin (pls dont be one!). Kau sempoi je ikut cara kau. Aku harap kau tak marah aku confess benda ni. Hopefully esok kau still akan show up kat tempat biasa kita jumpa, ok. Take care weh !"

Naurah masih terkebil-kebil memandang skrin telefon bimbitnya. Mesej berjela yang diterima dari Azhar menerusi Whatsapp telah dibaca berkali-kali. Masih terkedu dengan pengakuan dari Azhar. Tidak disangka selama ini Azhar menaruh perasaan terhadapnya. Naurah dan Azhar telah lama berkawan rapat. Azhar lah tempat Naurah mengadu soal kepayahannya untuk fokus terhadap kerjaya dan pelajarannya. Azhar lah yang sudi to lend his ears whenever Naurah sedang berperang dengan emosi sendiri. Azhar lah yang setia menjadi peneman Naurah kemana sahaja pesta buku yang ingin dilawatinya. 

"Tak sangka selama ni aku rapat dengan dia, dia mula suka kat aku. Alamak apa aku nak buat ni", monolog Naurah dalam hati. 

Sebagai seorang yang berusia 27 tahun dan masih bujang, soal hati dan perasaan memang sudah menjadi bualan teman-teman sepejabat dengannya. Tak kurang juga dengan teman sekuliah tempat Naurah membuat PJJ. Rata-ratanya sudah berkahwin. Bukan tidak pernah terlintas niat untuk berpasangan tetapi Naurah lebih selesa untuk berkawan. Prinsipnya cuma satu. Kawan akan kekal sebagai kawan. Jika ada antara kawan lelakinya yang seakan mahu go to the next level, pasti Naurah akan mula menjauhkan diri. Kadang-kadang Naurah sendiri tidak faham bila bicara soal hati. Inginkan teman tetapi tak berani untuk memberi peluang kepada sesiapa pun. 

"Apa aku patut balas kat Ja'a ni?Hurm serabut lah". 

Lantas aplikasi Whatsapp dibuka. Naurah menyusun ayat sebaiknya.....

To be continued....

Muhasabah. Istiqamah

Click here !

If so, lets us all praying hard and seek help from ALLAH SWT. Moga kita terhindar dari fitnah Dajal.

I feel so sad. Speechless. Don't know how to react once dah baca about this. As a Muslims, we are all know that kita kena persiapkan diri for akhirat. Hari Pembalasan itu nyata. ALLAH pasti akan balas segala apa yg kita buat atas muka bumi ni. Lets muhasabah diri.

1. Adakah kita khatam Al-Quran for the sake of nak khatam only? Lets try to understand setiap baris ayat suci surat cinta dari ALLAH ;)
2. Kita makan terlalu mewah setiap hari. Tapi kita lupa ramai yang masih lagi menahan lapar setiap hari and starving to death. Lets puasa sunat ;)
3. Solat di awal waktu. How come kita lengah-lengahkan solat but expect ALLAH makbulkan doa kita on time?
4. Aurat before fashion. Tak perlu berlebihan dalam berfesyen, asalkan menutup aurat dan terpelihara.
5. Jangan terlalu lalai dengan hiburan duniawi. Ya ALLAH, lirik lagu barat kita boleh hafal. Tapi bila surah-surah dlm Al-Quran?


Semua ni lebih kepada self reminder sebenarnya. Bak kata Da'i Hamidah, kita semua pendosa yang mahu ke syurga.

Runaway

Runaway

She is not running away.
She just took a step back.
She wanna prove that people only cared when their loved one is no longer with them.
She wanna prove that people only feel appreciated when they leave.
She took the risk.
She took a step back.
She kept silent.
She fake her presence.
She pretend like she don't care.

Poor little girl.
The one she hope would give attention to her actually already turned away.
He don't care.
He don't even feel that she's away
And the most critical part is
He didnt noticed that she loves him so much.
That he broke her heart.

And she will never come back.