Monday, 7 December 2015

Lintah darat terhormat.

Mereka 'ahlong' kelas terhormat.
Mereka kata nak tolong kita berjimat
Tapi mereka macam lintah darat
Mereka punca rakyat melarat. 


New LRT fare from Tmn Paramount-Dato' Keramat is RM4.10 !!!!!!
Last time it was only RM2.40, man !!!!!!!

After a week dekat Johor for outstaion , came bak to KL and this bad news really pissed me off !
Feels like maki but then I realized there's no point cursing to those who are stupid coz they're just don't care. Banyak sungguh tambang naik, mendadak sangat pulak tu. Adohai. Like I said, I want to curse them with the most bad stuff that I can say tapi no point kan. May ALLAH ease everything for me.

*I wanna dedicate F**k The System - System Of A Down to them.

You know who.

Monday, 23 November 2015

No strings attached



"weh kau buat apa tu? Sorrylah kalau aku kacau kau baca buku. Actually ada something aku nak bagitau kau. Hope you dont mind. Jangan tumbuk aku pulak bila kita jumpa esok. Eemmmm aku sebenarnya suka dekat kau weh. Aku selesa dengan kau. They way you being yourself and your honesty. Kau tak pernah nak acah-acah feminin (pls dont be one!). Kau sempoi je ikut cara kau. Aku harap kau tak marah aku confess benda ni. Hopefully esok kau still akan show up kat tempat biasa kita jumpa, ok. Take care weh !"

Naurah masih terkebil-kebil memandang skrin telefon bimbitnya. Mesej berjela yang diterima dari Azhar menerusi Whatsapp telah dibaca berkali-kali. Masih terkedu dengan pengakuan dari Azhar. Tidak disangka selama ini Azhar menaruh perasaan terhadapnya. Naurah dan Azhar telah lama berkawan rapat. Azhar lah tempat Naurah mengadu soal kepayahannya untuk fokus terhadap kerjaya dan pelajarannya. Azhar lah yang sudi to lend his ears whenever Naurah sedang berperang dengan emosi sendiri. Azhar lah yang setia menjadi peneman Naurah kemana sahaja pesta buku yang ingin dilawatinya. 

"Tak sangka selama ni aku rapat dengan dia, dia mula suka kat aku. Alamak apa aku nak buat ni", monolog Naurah dalam hati. 

Sebagai seorang yang berusia 27 tahun dan masih bujang, soal hati dan perasaan memang sudah menjadi bualan teman-teman sepejabat dengannya. Tak kurang juga dengan teman sekuliah tempat Naurah membuat PJJ. Rata-ratanya sudah berkahwin. Bukan tidak pernah terlintas niat untuk berpasangan tetapi Naurah lebih selesa untuk berkawan. Prinsipnya cuma satu. Kawan akan kekal sebagai kawan. Jika ada antara kawan lelakinya yang seakan mahu go to the next level, pasti Naurah akan mula menjauhkan diri. Kadang-kadang Naurah sendiri tidak faham bila bicara soal hati. Inginkan teman tetapi tak berani untuk memberi peluang kepada sesiapa pun. 

"Apa aku patut balas kat Ja'a ni?Hurm serabut lah". 

Lantas aplikasi Whatsapp dibuka. Naurah menyusun ayat sebaiknya.....


To be continued....

Monday, 19 October 2015

Muhasabah. Istiqamah



Click here !

If so, lets us all praying hard and seek help from ALLAH SWT. Moga kita terhindar dari fitnah Dajal.





I feel so sad. Speechless. Don't know how to react once dah baca about this. As a Muslims, we are all know that kita kena persiapkan diri for akhirat. Hari Pembalasan itu nyata. ALLAH pasti akan balas segala apa yg kita buat atas muka bumi ni. Lets muhasabah diri.

1. Adakah kita khatam Al-Quran for the sake of nak khatam only? Lets try to understand setiap baris ayat suci surat cinta dari ALLAH ;)
2. Kita makan terlalu mewah setiap hari. Tapi kita lupa ramai yang masih lagi menahan lapar setiap hari and starving to death. Lets puasa sunat ;)
3. Solat di awal waktu. How come kita lengah-lengahkan solat but expect ALLAH makbulkan doa kita on time?
4. Aurat before fashion. Tak perlu berlebihan dalam berfesyen, asalkan menutup aurat dan terpelihara.
5. Jangan terlalu lalai dengan hiburan duniawi. Ya ALLAH, lirik lagu barat kita boleh hafal. Tapi bila surah-surah dlm Al-Quran?


Semua ni lebih kepada self reminder sebenarnya. Bak kata Da'i Hamidah, kita semua pendosa yang mahu ke syurga.



Tuesday, 6 October 2015

Runaway


Runaway




She is not running away.
She just took a step back.
She wanna prove that people only cared when their loved one is no longer with them.
She wanna prove that people only feel appreciated when they leave.
She took the risk.
She took a step back.
She kept silent.
She fake her presence.
She pretend like she don't care.

Poor little girl.
The one she hope would give attention to her actually already turned away.
He don't care.
He don't even feel that she's away
And the most critical part is
He didnt noticed that she loves him so much.
That he broke her heart.

And she will never come back.

Tuesday, 15 September 2015

muhasabah.






Assalamualaikum...

May this entry can help us to muhasabah ourselves and may ALLAH bless us all. This morning when I scrolled down the news feed in Facebook, ternampak satu post kat Backpackers Malaysia.
Post tu lebih kurang cenggini "bila kita nk travel berjam-jam awalnya kita dah get ready kat airport. Tapi bila time azan, adakah kita dah siap sedia diri kita untuk bersolat?

Kita nak pi travel macam-macam pakaian cantik2 yang kita nak bawak. Preparation mantap takmau tinggal apa pon. Adakah kita buat persediaan serupa bila nk bersolat?

Aku rasa macam terkena tamparan yang maha kuat. Sebelum tu, Al-Fatihah kepada para jemaah haji yang terkorban dalam tradegi kren tumbang baru-baru ni. Semoga ALLAH tempatkan kalian dalam kalangan para syuhada dan dirahmati oleh NYA. Takziah juga pada warga Palestin, Masjid Al-Aqsa diserang lagi oleh tentera Israel. Allahuakbar ! Takziah juga pada pelarian Syria. Belum selesai malsah pelarian Rohingnya sekarang timbul kisah pelarian Muslim yang lain pula. Sebak sungguh bila kenangkan macam-macam perkara yang terjadi pada umat Islam seluruh dunia. Isu Islamophobia pon belum tamat sejak  tragedi 11 September.

Kat mana kekuatan kita? Al Quran pon jarang-jarang dibaca. Solat selalu bila nak habis waktu. Hiburan keterlaluan. Aurat terbuka dan tak terjaga. Pergaulan bebas lelaki dan wanita.

Lets muhasabah. Ayuh perbaiki diri. Sesungguhnya peringatan ini untuk diri sendiri juga yang selalu leka. Duniawi tiada apa-apa. Semoga akhirat dan balasan yang lebih baik akan menanti kita disana. Aminn ya ALLAH ;)

Sunday, 16 August 2015

Travelog: ipoh mali

Dear Ipoh. With a very limited budget I will conquer you! RM 26 in my purse, RM5 in my coin-box and withdraw RM100 from my saving account. Misi solo travel to Ipoh ala-ala Destinasi Bajet, gittewww. Can I survive with this amount of money? We'll see. Hey ho lets go!

Saturday 8 August 2015
5 minutes more before the train boarding to Ipoh. I try to withdraw as fast as I can once I heard the announcement of train to Ipoh akan berlepas on 7am. OMG ! Faster ATM pls hurry. I ran as fast as I could to the platform and greet the staff ''Selamat pagi" and gasping for air. Running with a quite heavy backpack behind my back is seriously not an easy task I tell you.

View from my window, inside the train.

Arrived at Ipoh aroun 9.22 am. Walked out from the train station and stood still and wander around about 10 minutes try to analyze the place ahaha. I have no idea where to go. All I know was to go to Ipoh Oldtown, but which way should I take? After I asked one old uncle, I finally started my journey. First, lets search for the mural arts. Walked alone is not a big deal for me so I walked slowly from one block to another building. Its quite tiring because the weather is blazing hot and I haven't eat anything since morning ! With the heavy backpack which I also don't know wth am I carrying at the moment. Since that was the first time I went to Ipoh oldtown, I just look around searching for the mural arts. By the time reach 11am I feel tired already lorr hahaha. I took out a piece of paper from my backpack which has the address and booking details about my hostel. I stopped at one of the travel agency and asked about the address of my hostel which I already booked. I figured out that the hostel is quite far which is impossible to walk there. Okay, since the budget is limited I have to break the rules. I called one of my friend Iema and ask whether I can sleep over at her house for a night. She was shocked when I tell her that I was in Ipoh, as no one know about my plan. I tried to keep it as secret as I can. Looks like the plan can go to the drain right now. LOL. But I have to wait until 5pm so that Iema can come and fetch me. As to buy time, I continue walking and start cursing my stupid phone because every time I saw the mural art, I couldn't took nice photo of it (seriously need an Iphone, eh).
Nice weather but a bit hot

Suddenly I found Plan B! AAAAAAAA so awesome weh. Feel like dancing. I don't have any intention to makan there. But if you Google the interesting places in Ipoh sure Plan B is one of them. I'll tell you why okay. Sabajap, Bila kau explore Plan B its like explore the old building tapi sangat cool coz got lots of pokok there, very windy, got one section full of books also. Heaven on earth! Jalan-jalan lagi and I've found Bits & Bops. The stall that sold Ais Kepal. Oh super nice but I tak beli pon coz its RM3, oh so expensive. Its just ice and syrup. Baik beli Magnum kahkah. Next time lah come again bawak duit banyak sikit okay. Pastu ternampak signage Burps & Giggles ya ampunnnn suka hati nya aku *baling bunga ke udara* . Laju-laju menapak few steps to the cafe. The decorations is super cool, I told Iema about this place dia taktau. ish rugi sungguh, dok Ipoh tp tak explore. I entered the cafe and cuci mata looking at the handmade craft pastu keluar. Tapi lapar. Hurm memang time untuk lunch patutlah lapaq teruk. I asked the lady at the counter whether I can look at the menu first. She's really helpful and friendly. Ordered pasta and ice mocha. yummy ! so mouth-watering. I enjoyed my food and my me-time there. Something that I love to do. Finished my food around 12.30 but feel so lazy to walk out. I took out my book (Adventures of 2 Girls) and started reading. After few line dah mula mengantuk hahaha. Super kenyang, environment super comfy apa lagi, memang super sleepy. Okay lah after bermalas-malasan I walked out from the cafe. Yasmin Ahmad Museum, here I come !

Yasmin At Kong Heng 
Yasmin Ahmad Museum ni memang area Plan B, Burps & Biggles jugak. In the same compound. Very convenient coz no need to jalan so jauh aku dah penat okay. The entrance fee is just RM3 but its worth it, really! You'll get something more than that. When I entered this room I figured out that I'm the only one here since the aunt yang jaga tempat ni cakap tadi ramai dah keluar. Its fne with me. After took few selfies (glad that no one is around, I'm bad when it comes to snap selfies shot) pergi dari satu frame gambar to another and read the caption as well. How I missed her masterpiece. idk why suddenly my heart feel so sad terkenangkan arwah Yasmin Ahmad padahal tak kenal each other pon. Trust me, you'll feel the same way as I do if you're here. Touched. Sebak. Most of us grown up with her commercial, ads especially during festive season. Sinonim sangat Yasmin Ahmad dan iklan Petronas. Iklan Hari Merdeka dan banyak lagi. Semua power sebab semuanya menusuk kalbu & mesej tu sampai, if you know what I mean. Aku lepak there dua jam lebih jugak rasanya watching all the collection iklan2 yang arwah bikin dahulu. Lepastu hujan renyai-renyai lah pulak. Macam faham je hati tengah syahd-syahdu ni hehehe romantis sungguh. Punya lah aku excited tengok tayangan iklan raya dulu-dulu sampai aku menjerit sengsorang "lama gila tak tengok iklan ni woi!".
Al-Fatihah untuk arwah.


5pm. Iema is coming to fetch me. Now I have to walk from this oldtown to the railway station. Adoi nak kena jalan lagi. Die laa like this. Ipoh, unlocked! Next stop, Penang wooohoooo ;)


Aween solo travel, unlocked !
(walaupun sehari je solo, sebab Ahad ada teman)